*27/10*
i went to genting for a-day-trip wid my family.. =]

kinda fun..
if can go wid frenz..
den will be more fun~ =/

but dam tired..

bcoz played almost for the whole day..

lolz!!

0730: went for dim sum breakfast wid my family & parents fren's family..

0830: heading to genting~! *whee*

0930++: reached genting! *yay*

1000+: bought outdoor theme park de ticket..den prepare to go play all the rides le~ hehe.. (tell u all sth secretly.. the uncle(my parents' fren) bought the ticket for me wid "child" de price..wakaka! xD saved le about RM13?..=x *RofL!* luckily the staff din check..else i cham liao.. *choi choi choi* @_@")

1300+: eat mcD for lunch~ hoHOho..

1400+: continue play~ =þ

around 1900: finally no energy to play any rides le.. =x go out of the outdoor themepark.. n meet wid our parents.. ;)

can u imagine?..

if u play for more than 6hrs.. wat will happen to u?.. @_@

me n my siblings..

all fell asleep in the car on de way home..

haha!

i played more than 20 rides leh..=þ

play till shuang shuang..

keke..

and my parents fren's kids very cute..

haha..

2 lil boii~ (parents fren's kids)








i like tis lil boi..haha.. he very cute n guai.. =)







all squeezed to fit into the screen.. lmao..@@"
the cute lil boii is thr.. haha..
see? cute mao?? =þ










my bro n the 2 kids~









my sis & i.. =x



one thing made me very gek + sad.. =x
haiz..
tat is..
is...
is........ *haiz...*
see below den u will understand de la.. T_T











was goin to play "fun kart"..
but..
BUT!!











tat ride needed min height of 153cm!!! T_T
walao eh..
i where got so tall la..
haizZz..
i was lyk..
"wat?! WAT?! i cant play??.. T_T NOoooooooooo~~~"
fine~
i accepted the fact..
tat is..
im dam short.. =____="
eeeeekkk..
sad nia.. =s
but luckily i still can play most of the rides..=x
except tat fun kart.. =="
haha..
else..
really sad case man.. >.+

anyway..
it was fun la..
wakaka.. =D
luv the cold weather there..
*altho not as cold as laz time..=s*
but nvm..
heheee..=)


*~ eNd ~*

most of us oso sama bangsa de gua? =x

#

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick' she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

#

i found this from my email..
IF one of them tell out wat's in their mind..
den it wun ended up lyk tat?..
IF there is another chance..
den he will tell her?..
or..
she will tell him?..
in reality..
many people oso..
"IF tis n tat..bla bla bla.."
"IF... den i will.."
so many "IF".. =="
v shld stop "IF" and look forward eh?..
if v continue to "IF.. bla bla bla.."..
but not improving ourselves at the same time..
thr will be more "IF" ba?..
wat am i trying to say?..
i really dunno..
*swt!* ==!!

hmm..
appreciate the chances tat r given to u..
appreciate wat u got..
don blame others for wat u had lost..
don blame urself for not bein a good person.. [human r not perfect! (",)]
if not good enuf..
den learn from wat u din do well~ =)
it's not a shame to ask people whr/wat u did wrong..
it's worst when u don admit tat u're wrong!
thr is only 1 ytd, 1 today & 1 tml..
wat has passed is past..
we couldnt go back to the past anymore..
(we will think/tot abt the past of coz.. they are memories wert.. memories r meant to be kept.. no matter it's happie o sad 1.. no matter how hard v try to throw it out from our mind.. it will still remain in our brain.. no way to delete memories.. therefore, look back to our memories.. n compare.. whether v haf grown from our history o not.. ^^)
walk forward..
den u'll see..
actually there are more better view of everyth~!! =]
do wat u think u wanna do..
try watever u wanna try..
don regret later on..
if u got questions..
den go ask for the answers~
don stack the "why-sSs" in ur brain..
they will suffocate u one day.. =x

i asked u once..
i asked u twice..
but still no exact answer from u..
den too bad..
bye bye le..
if u answer me..
of coz i will be glad..
bcoz i can get an answer to my question..
but u din answer..
so..
juz forget it bah..
doesnt matter anymore..
get out of my life!
wat's urs..it will be urs..
wat's not urs.. it will not be urs..
so y force a cat to live wid a dog?..
haha.. rite? xp
顺其自然吧~
开心就好~ =)



*~ eNd ~*

sowee~ =[

today..
my dad called me on the the way back from work..
he told me tat he bringin "a fren" home..
his was in a happie mood when telling me tat..
i was wondering..
who izit?? o.O?
he told me tat..
the "fren" i will like 1..
but my mom don like de..
(got such fren?? @_@)
den i went to lie on my bed..
bcoz had a bad headache..
haiz..

when my dad reached home..
he called me..
thus i ma go look see look see apa hal lor..
mana tau..
he brought a dog home..
OMG!!
i stunt thr..
y don he discuss liao oni bring her back neh?..
the dog is black in colour de..
kinda big..
altho juz 1 year old.. *jaw dropped down*
my mom obviously don wan de dog..
bcoz nobody take care of the dog..
and she got a smell..
honestly..
i feel like vomitin when i go near her..
but i juz keep quiet n stand thr wid my dad..
i told him before adee..
sis, bro n mom oso wun take k a dog one..
but he wanted a dog..
i noe..
but sorry..
i still couldnt accept another dog in my life..
yet..
really sorry!! T_T
my dad love dog..
but den..
really no time for a dog..
since..
if he rare tat dog..
oni me n my dad will gao dim her..
tat time i really will die le..
eek..

i tried to go near her..
but dare not touch her..
bcoz i scare she will bite me! =s
and she is scared too..
i can see tat..
i looked at the dog..
and asked her..
"who are you???"
LMAO..
my sis's bf LOL when he heard tat.. >.+
my dad din expect my reaction would be like tat..
he returned the dog sadly to his fren.. =x
after tat my dad din eat dinner neh.. =(
sowee ah..
really soweeeee...
i hadnt even haf a word wid my dad since..
after he sent tat dog away..
eek..
let him calm down first..
den tml tam him back.. =/

i wish Brownie is still here..=(

*~ eNd ~*

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1. What day, date and time is it?
Thursday, 23.10.08, 10.37p.m.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
want to be successful in my life & having a happie + peaceful life~ =D

3. If you fall in love with the girl/boy whom your best friend loves too, will you still go after her/him?
nope.

4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe?
erm... thank Q to xxx, thank Q to xxx & xxx???..
(lolz..it's impossibles to happen on me de la.. haha!)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
mayb~ hu knowS? this thingy is unpredictable de wert..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved..but loves someone in return of coz is better.. =)

7. What would be the most ideal way to wake up in the morning?
my future bf phone me to wake me up?.. =þ

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
step back n bless him..

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
actor..wid siapa ah?.. i dunno o.. ==" i wanna be devil~ hoHOho..xD

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
yepp.. 再见也仍是朋友嘛~ as long as we r still frens~ ^^

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
i will be..28 yrs old! ^^

12. What makes you happy?
when i see many stars on the sky~ =D

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
look for my hp..(to snooze/off the alarm..haha!)

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
yep..i will gif all my love.. except wat i couldnt gif beyond my limit..

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one hu loves me too.. =þ

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i will forgif..but couldnt forget it.. bcoz it will be in my brain.. how to delete it? rite?

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
depends~ if got a special one to care for me n luv me.. of coz good la.. haha..xD

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do?
hmm..happie of coz.. but mayb i will stay away?..o.O bcoz i don wanna kena kill by the "prince" admirers.. haha! lata mayb not kena kill by humansSs but "stress + pressure"..=x lolZ!!

I want to tag:
yan ping
li ying
sue ping
sie lein
yan ting
michelle lee

=þ


*~ eNd ~*

de feeling i got now..

u were there..
but im already = an invisible thing in ur eyes..
not even a single word from u anymore..
are we..
frens?
bez frens?
or..
strangers?
or..
even nothing at all?..
since u haf been silent for so long..
den..
u shall keep silent for another few years ba..
tat will help me alot..
i guess.. =x
i wun hate u..
but im very sad..
bcoz it's all ended up lyk tis..
tis is not wat i wan..
anyway..
i still wish u to be happie forever..
success in ur life..
hang fuk..
and..
all de bez..

our memories??
fading off liao..
kinda blur d..
blur + blur = more blur?
den..
more blur + more blur = very the blur?
and at the end..
become history?..
or rubbish?.. @_@
hu knows?
u happened to be one of the chapter in my life..
tanx for givin me a lesson..

got frenz told me b4..
"learn how to stand up from whr we fall!"
it's easier to say than doing it..
but..
why not gif it a try?~ =)
no harm de gua?.. =x
learn from it..
and improve ourself..
no matter how many times we fall.. =]
for our own..
not for others!
rite?..
(actually im not so sure.. ==")
eek..

hmm..

till den..

nitez~


*~ eNd ~*

h.a.!.z

feel like many things' undone..

@_@?!






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~* eNd *~

couldnt sleep.. (>_+)?!!

it's "early" in the morning now..
and im still awake.. =="
fell asleep at 7pm+..
den woke up at 11pm+.. [consider ytd gua.. =s]
after woke up..
couldnt sleep again tim.. @_@
haiz..
sore-throat + flu + fever..
great! =____=
another need dunno 10 or 100 yrs to digest de panadol in my tomach!!
grrr..
sick at tis time is really not a good thing..
as..
thr are asignments..
and mid term is at week 4!! ~__~
so litle time..
aik..

*thinkin thinkin thinkin*

thinkin bout some stuff..
but not about my studies..
lolz!!
rubbish..
i seriously duno wat am i thinkin..
zZz..

hmm..
watched Ghost Whisperer juz now..
repeat the episode shown on tuesday de..
so touchin..
tears droppin down when i was watchin it..
so gan dong..
after tat..
i got some kind of feelin..
a feelin i don like..
wanna talk to somebody..
but dunno hu to talk to..
wanan find somebody..
but dunno hu to find..

suan le..


*~ eNd ~*

3rd day of sem2~

whee~!
im back to TB4 le!!
haha..
but our time table..
is the worst ba?..
zZz..
hope the time table to chg!
so tat the class can end earlier~ =p
wakaka..
nth much to say neh..
juz hope tat everyth will go smoothly tis sem~ =]

...
long ge & winston..
保重咯.. =x
...

+*~*~*
to all F6's frenz~
gambateh & go0d luck for u all de exams o!~ ^^v
jia you jia you! =D
+*~*~*

had a fun day~
yay!~ =D

*~ eNd ~*

=(+__+)=

im not a doll..
and i don wanna be a doll..
so..
don treat me lyk a doll..
talk to me when u feel lyk to..
and put me aside when u don lyk to..
tat feelin suckz..
zZz..

+(#_#)+

i got my new closet today..
whee~
very happie to get it..
but..
very tiring bcoz nid to zap yeh... =s
*faint*
me & my sis took more than 4hrs to gao dim everything..
kept all the clothes back into the cupboard..
cleaned the room..
and arranged them nicely..
phew~
my room now is very very clean le!!
wakaka.. xD
yay yay yay~ =þ

hmm..
dunno y today no matter how much i ate..
i still hungry..
lolz!!
sot jor.. =="
zZz..
anyway..
today is the busiest day during this sem break.. @_@
other than tat..
i was almost fa mei at home!!
gosh.. #_#
consider wasted tis holiday eh?.. o.O?
done nth me-manfaat-kan..
=________=!!!

and den neh..
i heard from many ppl..
dat..
results came out jor!!
walao..
may god bless us all bah~ T_T
eek..


*~ eNd ~*