yay~ =D

i got my new specs today! woohoooo!~ finally got to change my specs since dont know how many years.. blek.. so happie..finally my mom let me change it.. muahaha.. but......i felt a bit dizzy when i wearing it.. mayb because it's a new power ba.. o.o still trying to get used to it.. haha..hmmm..today's weather is so cold~ no need to on the air-cond also cold enough... xp i went to tuition today.. and they on the air-cond..so..i was freezing for 2 hours..=.=" two other girls have their jackets with them.. while i DONT have.. zzz... after the tuition..my sister came to fetch me home..she on the air-cond too.. the first thing i said was not a 'jie'.. instead.. i said "off the air-cond pls~~~ im freezing~~~" haha.. phew~ finally not that cold..XD i like cold environment.. but..not without a jacket =X

p.s:
hey xiao von~ we only got less than 20 days to spent together after spm leh.. macam mana?.. you are the earliest izit?..then kat, yann ying, li ying... T.T left me.. i still in M'sia.. actually many people wanted to go overseas hor? o.O?

guess wat?..i watched 9++ episodes of BLEACH today.. lolz..i must have crazy.. =.=" my mom..as usual.. keep nagging me for sitting in front of the computer for so long.. "what are you doing there?!..about study de meh?!" it's not...its just that..when i want to watch until certain episode.. i must reach that episode.. lolz.. and so..i was spending most of the time today.. WATCHING ANIME..haha.. bad huh me?..but i really did stop after i finish the episode i wanted to watch till.. =) EST says that it's not healthy to sit for more than 30 minutes.. and im not healthy.. i sitted for more than 30 minutes today.. zzz.. lazy ar.............don feel like studying......... and i wanna watch RAT.A.TOO.EE~!!!... XD

bla bLa BLa~ la~ la~ la~

cRazY daY~~~

h0w aRe y0u guyS do!ng???~

hol!dayS fun ma? Q^oo^Q

why...

why human will sad?
why human have feeling?
why human are curious?
why is there always a WHY in our brain?...

haiz..why am i will still sad when i saw those pictures?.. i did not appear in those pictures more than 5 times.. im not included in it.. T.T i trying hard to think.. how many picture did we took this year?.. almost none.. how many days did we spent together this year?... NONE =.=" de smile she gave is fading away.. i dont know whether its a true smile or a fake smile?.. once..she said we are best friend..but.. i couldnt feel that anymore.. normal friend will simply greet you with a smile or a 'hi'.. but pls dont tell me that you dont even have time to say a 'hi' to me? (WARNING: im not lesbian =.=") or because im too short to be seen?.. if she dont want to be my best friend.. then dont force herself.. just tell me to get out of her world.. and i will dissappear from her memory.. forever..if she wants it..i dont wanna be other people's burden.. what she want actually?.. i know she got a big bunch of friends.. so i be the one who can be threw away when they feel like it?.. and then no one will even notice.. they wouldnt realise as just a tiny little thing dissappear.. i cant help myself not to think that way.. i really unable to control my brain..to not to think like that.. honestly..i got no "xing xin" in friendship thingy already.. its only 50%:50% to believe that friendship can really last.. not that i dont believe in you guys.. it's just.. that group of friends make me dunno what to do.. add me in is really that troublesome?.. am i a person that always bring troubles to others?.. if they are my normal friends.. i wouldnt even care to bother them.. pls dont treat me like a teddy bear, can? talk to me when you are bored.. then throw me away when you have accompanies.. what am i? i dont wanna be a teddy bear...

p.s:
xv, i doesnt mean you guys didnt care about me..just..i dont understand why?.. why are they so weird?.. SORRY!..i think negatively again... =.="

yesterday's outing was so fun!..the day before..kee cynn sms me.. saying tat she was so excited...so did i..haha XD first time all also from 5s1 de frenz..we all ate at secret recipe... den went to watch rush hour 3..it was so funny! haha..
i remember one part..tat make me laugh alot...wakaka...

black guy: " who are you?!"
old man: "im yu."
...
when the black guy asked the young man..
black guy: "who are you?"
old man: "im yu."
black guy: "im not asking u!!!"
looking at the young man again..and said "who are you?!"
young man: "im mi."
old man: "im yu and he is mi."
...

when i told my sister yesterday..i still can laugh over it..lolz.. but most importantly..it's because i watched it with my frenz!!!..whee~ after movie... we went back to secret recipe to get katherine's cake..we ate there of course.. 4 people went back when we planned to leave S.R.. soon after that.. hua chern suggested to go pets wonderland..but he said i wanted to go instead of saying he wants to go...zzz... big bully!! after finished visiting animalzz.. some other frenz went home too... at the end..left only 6 of us... jh,kc,hc,me,amanda &ys... what we did?..we went merayau-rayau.. only amanda and ys went to buy things that they want.. while they 2 went to buy things.. 4 of us standing in the middle of the road and chatted there..zzz...4 'sa ren".. lolz.. other people sure thought we are crazy..haha.. XD but...it was FUN!! ^^
looking forward to our class trip!!!..hope really will have a class trip...at the end of this year =) and..when are we going out again? xp

po0r baBy...

i read a news from de newspaper just now..
guess wat i saw?..
i saw a baby little hand was hurt!!! T.T
who's fault?..
de doctor fault!!!
de doctor is currently a trainee i guess..
de newspaper said so..
wat did they do to de small one's?!
it's so sooo sooo soooo SOOOOOO terible!!! (oh my~)
de doctor accidently 'chi po' de baby's blood capillary..
now de baby hand is BLACK in colour... (so sour~)
even though im not her parents...
i also feeling heartache...
what about her parents?...
she is their first baby...
they very kelian lar... >.<

dear God...
please don't let this inccident to happen ever again...
please?..
they are suffering...
the baby's life is in danger now...
she only have 50% chance to survive from de surgery..
sobz.. T.T
btw..de baby's name is li yu san...

what we can do now..

is only pray for her..

hope she will be alright..

err..don't know how to say..one day..around 11.30++ p.m... my mom walked into my room...and said something to my sister..and now i forgotten wat they said.. =.=" suddenly..my handphone beep once! omg..i said to myself : "die lorr..my mom sure scold me d..." just a few second..it beep again!! luckily my mom didn't really notice that.. phew.. then u know what?..i keep 'yi yi ngor ngor' (cantonese).. because..i tought that was someone.. whom i feel quite annoying sometimes sent the messages to me.. well..the first message was the annoying people.. while the second one was my best fren's message.. so..there is always special privilege for my best frenz ONLY..haha.. i replied my best friend's message only lor..(i very berat sebelah hor?) but i won't treat anyone that bad IF he/she didn't annoy me larr.. XD i noticed something..that is..i very happy when i received the message.. even though it is just a forwarded message.. u know what i mean? *feeling silly* >.<" but it's true that i very happy when i saw the message.. those messages are about frenship..or a "wen hou" de message..(wen hou = greeting? teach me pls..)

remember our
"CARE"
that never
BREAKS,

remember our
"SMILE"
that never
FADES,

remember our
"WORDS"
that never
HURTS..

remember our
"FRIENDSHIP"
that never
ENDS!

one of it sound like this.. ^^ like that also can happy... weird leh me?.. haha.. XD and got alot more.. when someone didn't really talk to you for some time.. suddenly they send a greeting message...i feel so warm~ xp no matter who she/he is.. i also will be very glad to receive their message.. haha.. i can be very very very happy for the whole day... just because of the message..hehe XD i got a best friend since primary school.. we two are from different school.. but we still keepin in touch with each other.. how?..by sending sms lor..haha.. others are same school with me.. but..there are some people who don't even care how am i being right now.. what should i do to them??? T.T