week 7?

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went back to KL for few days last week..
not bad la..
i had a kind of feeling.. which is..
i feel like im a princess every time i went home..
lolz..
bcoz watever i wan i oso can get one..
and whenever my dad purposely back from work to see me before i leave KL..
i feel soooooooo warm~~~ ^^
the bad things is..
every time oso rush here n thr one.. =x
like the time is soo sooo soooo dam limited.. zZz
altho sem break looks longer~
but .. still.. the time seems not enuf..
eek..

i like window shopping..
bcoz it doesn't cost much time..
and i only will spend time at one place when i see sth that catches my attention~
haha..
b4 buying more things for myself~
i better focus more on my study siin..
den oni think how to reward myself~
hehee..
IF.. i did not do well this time..
or..
did not do a lot better..
den i'll punish myself.. including YOU. ^^
berat dan ringan sama di-carry~ xþ

hmm..
first time went to shop n hunt for present for frenz wid parents..
it's kinda weird u noe?..
especially when u wanna buy present for ur bf / gf.. >?<"
they even helped me think wat to buy..
lolxx..
they suggested.. shirt? necklace? urm..
duno wat else..
but u juz bought shirts.. and u so...... therefore.. no shirt~ xpp
necklace.. u oso tak pakai one..
suan le bah..
ma fan punya ppl.. =="
at the end.. . .. .. . .. ..
i still THINKING! wat to buy.. zZz
u don put too high hope ba..
later disappointed den u zap sang la ha~ =s
don kill me later~
warn xiia u 1st.. wakaka~ xDD

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anyway..
seeing hsemates are now like doesnt really wan to care wat happen to de hse..
it's kinda disappointed..
take things for granted too much ad?..
o juz tat it really not a big problem tat everyone shld be cared of? ..
i noe everyone do not like problems..
but it's not fair to throw the existing problems to some other ppl without even caring how does it goes..
or don even noe wat happen..
arent we suppose to cooperate to solve the problems together?
some problems .. we need to settle them by oneself..
some we need to settle them together..
don be the one who only noe how to find other ppl to help when the problem is related to oneself..
it doesnt harm to take initiative to do some things..
haizZz..
or .. mayb..
im juz too sensitive.. =/

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aikz..

im slowin down ad..
eek..
tis is not good..
but.. thr is not enuf energy for me to continue.. =/
im sad..
and i don like the feeling of unable to do anth..

whenever think of "sun zhi"..
my mood will drop from the highest point into a big hole!!
why the heck do we nid to learn 孙子兵法?!
i don mind to learn it.. IF AND ONLY IF thr is a good better best lecturer!!
thr is no other lecturer that cant teach tat subject ad izit?!
why let him teach us??!
can u imagine..
someone is talking to u for two hours per week..
by direct translating the chinese words into english?!
it's dam torturing u noe?
some more.. the way he explain.. is juz bulat bulat from slides..
mayb im stupid and slow to direct translate back wat he is talking abt..
but.. but... BUT.. i really jip sao mm dou lor! >?<"
kill me ba liao..
i did paid full attention to wat he was teaching..
but then.. tat really cant work..
i tried again.. but??.. failed!!
especially when he was showing the movie clip o watever..
it's hard for me to catch wat the movie abt..
i wonder how those students (who do not know how to read chinese words or those non chinese) are going to understand the movie clip.. =="
it's in mandarin conver.. without the eng subtitle..
waliao ehh..
someone.. pls save me from this torturing subject lecture(R).. T_T

monday is the mid term for sun zhi..
and i really duno how easy tat will be..
according to him.. he said v can score all correct one la..
let's see how i die for it.. zZz

the kanasai asgmnt not even started yet..
im so dam gan jiong..
mayb i shld try the way..
by telling myself..
" segalanya baik " xDD
lolz!!
i learnt this from a movie --> "3 idiot"
it's a nice indian movie..
honestly..
haha.. go watch it if u haf the time to do so~
it's meaningful~^^

one of the thing tat the main actor is doin was..
learning for wat he wanted to learn..
and not learning to get the best grades..
he was a genius in that movie..
so.. i cant follow like wat he did..
i only can study hard.. in order to learn wat i wanna learn...
and also "sun bian" score to hit my target..
tat's all.. =/
haizz..

im half disappointed wid my asgmnt tis time..
i cant blif it..
i jip sao mm dou oso..
prove to me that u are not this careless most of the time..
show me that u are doin it seriously..
or else.. i do not wan this kind of work..
i do not wan groupmate tat do not accept suggestions..
don take wat u're not competent in and do it..
tat will juz ruin the whole thing..
u can try to do it.. even u do not know how..
by learning how to do it..
by asking ppl how to do it..
by improving the way how u deal wid it!

when i get frustrated and stressed up..
i could hardly calm myself down..
i couldnt do my work properly..
i'll even fatt lan za..
better stay away from me tat time..
oni one ppl will noe i sth wrong bahh..
at the end haf to help me zap dao meii tim.. lolz
tQ!! heheeee... xpp
b4 this.. i tot .. this time.. i do not finish my asgmnt last min anymore..
but hu knows?..
the fact is..
i finished my own part..
but den.. others not yet..
at the end?..
they rush till late late..
i gan jiong till late late.. =="
and the story does not end thr..
the outcome..?
thr's alot of errors.. and dam messy.. zZz
if din zap dao meii..
i think..
the asgmnt can be thrown into the dustbin jorr..
conclusion..?
i continue to stress as if we were rushing it last min again..
great...
tat feeling sux.. =(

i hope i'll b energetic again!!
i wanna complete tis sem without any regrets..
i hope.... =s


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aww.. it's week 4 soon~ >?<"

play liao yi xia..
den go study yi xia..
den play duo yi xia..
den study duo yi xia~ @@"

i hope tis will really work tis time~
eek..

asgmnt.. no more last minute work..
yes!
im dam happie..
altho nid to finish one in a limited time..
but stil.. at least no need to rush so much..
whee~
two more days.. one asgmnt will be gone..
den thurs mid term~
nx week..
another asgmnt's turn to be gone~
den mid term again~
nx nx week~
another asgmnt due date + mid term~ >?<"

so dam busy..
no time to go back KL shopping tim.. T_T
lolz..
hope it's all worth~~

ytd bcoz of asgmnt stuff..
den din back KL to attend a fren's bday party~
eek..
feel sorry for her..
hope she wun mind.. =x

n finally?..
glad tat my group had finally came out wid sth for the video clip~
consider 75% / 80% done?..
besides editing work + cut here n thr..
cant wait to see the end result weii~~~

wish me luck bahh ~ ^^v



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