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sienz a........................

everyday no computer to use at home!!! T_T
it's either bro o sis use...
now my mom's fren will stay at my hse for the whole week..
100% no chance for me to use.. =[
sobz sobz..
i wan a laptop + router ah~~~~~~~~~~
i wan to on9 at home la~~ T_T

i can tell them i wanna use comp to search info for assignments..
but..
if i got on msn..
sis will scold me.. ==!!
(ki siao one..she'll accuse me tat i oni chattin n not doin my work..so..it's like no freedom to use the comp at ALL!! i chat while looking for the info oso cannot..==" selfish till i dunno wat to say..she can do lyk tat..while i cant..=( gou li mao??? )
and she'll scold me bcoz im wastin her time to play game.. ==
zZz..
if i din on msn..
watever i do..
those kids in my hse will keep look at the monitor..
i don lyk ppl to stand beside me n watch wat im doin nehh..
(if a while nvm..but if it's lyk i sit in front of comp for 1hr..while u stare at the monitor for more than half an hour..i would rather stop watever im doin n leave.. =x bcoz will feel uncomfortable de ma..)
and..
they will ask alot of questions de..
n thus..
i haf to do my own work n answer their questions at the same time.. @_@"
i oni got one brain nehh~~

the only chance tat I can use comp is when nobody use it..
well..
it’s really a rare chance..
lolZ~
tis sem I on9 at uni’s lab more than my at my hse..=="
swt~


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wat i wanna do nehh??
hmm..o.O
i wanna..

1. learn ice-skatin~ ^^
2. buy a bag? =þ
3. gao dim cars' phobia..
   (i scare to drive when got many cars arnd..==" 很没用吧~)
4. finish all asignments A.S.A.P~
5. play ping pong~ (hehee..)
6. play maple~
7. go back to CHS one day..
8. buy a laptop!
9. buy router~
10. study mayb??
    (say oni..but very lazy to start..T_T eek..)
11. do part time job once a while..if got time..=="
    (to earn some pocket money.. keke..)
12. and.. and... i wanna sleep + sleep n sleep~
    (lolz!! @@")
13. buy a car~ =þ
    

and hor..
suddenly i feel lyk wanna rare a puppy neh.. =x
puppy so cute~
but i don wan a dog tat will grow till big big size..
hmm..
suan le ba~
if wanna rare..
oni me n my dad will take care..=="
no time for a dog now..
nx time bahh.. (",)
keke..


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09.11.08
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UTAR's trekathon eh??
====
went to so-called "pa san" at Bukit Gasing..
the time is 8.00am to 10.30am de..
but lehh..
dunno wat they were doin..
v all stand under the sun for more than 30mins..
(or even for one an hour..==")
gou li..
toh ha toh ha..
they oni started at arnd 9.00am+?..
za dou..
gals get to run 1st..
den followed by guys..
at 1st i run together wid chyi n wen de..
mana tau after a while..
i beh tahan d..
den i walked slow slow wid sylvia..
got run abit oso la..
tanx rubber for accompanyin me~! ^^
i getting excited when i saw the beginnin of the "bukit"..
pa xia pa xia..
saw chyi sitting down thr~ =D
more excited..
but after tat i ko jorr...
feel like vomiting n hardly breath..
wait ha wait ha..
saw nic pulak..
but he continue to run~
den saw ck n long ge..
haha..
from 3 person..
became 5 person~
wakaka..
fun..
erm..
tidak lama kemudian..
chyi not feelin well d..
den me n long ge rest together wid her..
while ck & rubber continue to pa san..
haha..
tanx long ge for teman-ing + helped us all the way yea!! =D
v rested many times..lolz..
until..
v 3 became last 3 person to finish the trekathon..
*RofL*
cool dao.. dunno wat to say.. =p
without chyi n long ge..
i don think i able to chang till the end.. =s
when reached tat time i relieved at once..
no more energy to walk d..
but..
tis time..
i berjaya chang till the end neh~ =D
consider li hai le ba?..
i din faint~ =]
whee~
tanx to those hu helped n guide us thr too!!
else.. v might get lost lehh.. =x

if i got much more stamina next time..
i feel like tryin again o.. =s
err..
don wan to climb till so far..
n don wanna rush in + rush out again.. =="
BUT den leh..
mom say no next time jor..
since i go b4 d.. @_@"
eek..

i better gao dim myself sin bah.. =="
run abit oso beh tahan d..
not good!!
too long nv exercise jor..
muscle-ache tim.. T_T

aikz..

so cha.. ~_~


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c2pid dao... =____=

juz now hor..
i was about to make ice-blended chocolate to drink..
mana tau..
i took out the ice..
but forgotten to close the fridge's door back..
turn my head n wanna go get a cup..
but den..
*banG!!*
ouch!!
dam pain..
kena eye brow thr some more..=x
gou li dao..
zZz..
so short oso will kena..@@"
lolz..
i tot bang-ed liao will pain oni..
hu noeS..
got bleed.. =="
after a moment even dizzy + feel like vomiting..
it's the 3rd time i feel lyk tat le.. (or 4th time? o.O forgotten le..==")
n everytime i oso very scared one..
i felt myself becomin colder n colder..
my mom told me..
my hands were lyk ice.. o.O?!
{to mom: sorry for made u worried..=x}
(yan ping will noe how scared i was, laz time she teman me one ^^ tanx o! muackz~)
for sure not bcoz i scared blood la..
i got nose bleed since kindergarten..
whr will scared jek?..
i oso dunno wat caused the dizzy-ness.. =="
i hate dizzy-ness!!

*ouch*

c2pid me!!! >.+"

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感°觉

放下来的感觉。。
其实也不赖嘛~ =þ
蛮轻松。。
虽然不是完完全全肯定100%放下了。。
但至少。。
本小姐正尝试着。。(",)
有99.9% 我都满意了。。
就留那0.01%给回忆吧~
哈哈。。
对 bo?..
keke..


好像。。
有少许开心耶。。=s


是好事吗？o.O


我有点不肯定。。


但。。
我希望是~


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haizZz..

sienz...

keep got probs buggin me..

grr..

when can all tis things end??!

when thr's peace..den sth will pop out and ruine it!!

i wan peace ok?

i wan PEACE ok?! \( ' [] ' )/

two diff things..

wat shld i do wid u all??

horse's..

sec skool's life:
#worry-free..
#only nid to worry my studies..
#other stuff.. all no nid to fan..
#can play sports anytime~

NOW:
#worry studies..
#nid to gao dim xport prob by ownself..
#cannot play sports anytime!! (especially my favourite one.. T_T)
#fan + fan + fan = very fan..

everyth better be settled down A.S.A.P!!

sienzZz..


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