im quite lucky bah? =x

yesterday..

my sec skool's fren called me..

it has been a long time since he last called me..

lolz..

last time..

we chat on the phone quite often..

either discussin bout homework..

or tellin out our problems..

he is a good listener..

and oso a good counsellor.. =]

im so lucky to have him as my best fren..

if he didnt guide me..

i think...

now i will become super introvert le..

lolz.. =s

he encouraged me to make new frenz..

and always worry bout me.. @_@

im no longer a kid le..

haha!! xD

so..

no need to worry bout me k?~ ^^

hehe..

btw..

his name is caleb mok..

haha.. =)

later then..
i called another fren..
to ask her whether she wanna go to the gatherin anot?..
hope she can go..
bcoz long time din see her le..
haha..
she said..
mok sayang me the most..
bcoz he seldom scold me..
(well..he really rarely scold me..haha..
bcoz i wun argue wid him.. and i don like to argue..)
she tot he din angry of me b4..
but actually he did..
for a while only la.. =x
not whole day oso..
b4 skool's ended..
he will talk to me again one..
haha..
cute fren~
i oso angry at him b4..
but forgotten y angry le.. =="
when i cannot tahan..
den only i will angry de..
i angry at ppl for not than half an hour one..
but if i get angry for more than 1 hour..
means..
i super angry liao..
lolz.. =x
but i know tat..
there is nth in this world will always goes smoothly one..
sure will haf some halangan or challenges in our life de..
thus..
we can only be patient when facin problems.. =D
BUT..
tis year..
i get freak out when sth goes wrong..
eek..
hate the useless feeling.. T_T

tanx to those frenz hu helped me at skool!!
without u guys de help..
i sure "laun ci ba zhao" d.. =="
eek..
frenz are very important in my life..
and and..
im very lucky to have frenz~!! ^^v
hehe..

p.s:
xiao von~
cant wait to meet u tis fri~!! =D
whee~

~* eNd *~

*__*?

i unable to on9 for few days at home..
after my sis reformatted the comp..
den oni can surf the websites..
BUT..
all my stuff gone le.. =="
@_@ X_X #_# +_+ *O* ?!!
walao eh..
pictures all gone..
notes all gone..
watever songs o lyrics oso gone!!
gosh... T_T
sad~
why~? why~? why~?
wuu wuuuu wuuuuuuu
haiz...

suan le..
she don care my feeling again.. T_T
wth..
fine..
speechless le..

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hmm..
last fri went to chiong k wid jolin, jia chyi , "uncle" & "aunty"..
so shuang..
hohoho..
and den..
while jc was lookin for her fren's present..
i saw a bag..
at tropicana life..
white color de..
so nice~~~
a back pack lai de..
hearts hearts hearts..
luv it so much..
it's arnd RM57 i think..
if not mistaken.. =s
if i see it again...
next sem..
mayb..........
i will buy it..
lolz...
if and only if lar.. =="
eek..
now can "wang mei zhi ke" only.. =x
sobz..

lazy-ing~~~ =="
sh!t..

~* eNd *~

不好受

this year..
i cried..bcoz of frenship..
i cried..bcoz of missing someone..
i cried..bcoz of my family..
y izit everytime bcoz of my bro makin stupid mistake..
and scold all of us together?!
y parents always saw wat their son has done..
and not wat their daughter has done?..
y izit so unfair?
son is still so important huh?..
if not satisfy wid me..
y born me to this earth?..
it's no fun carrying "fear" to go home everyday..
scared if i never do properly what they ordered..
scared if i never obey them..they will angry..
wat i did without bein ordered by them..
were never bein appreciated..
they only noe how to order to do tis n tat..
did anyone think at my side before???
my bro can sleep straight away after came home from skool..
and no nid to help to do anth..
while i muz help after came home from skool??..
cant u see that im actually very tired??..
sometimes..
my bro yelled at my mom..
but she still hear it as if like..
boy's talkin is tat hard one!..
horse's!!
tis is the difference between son and daughter izit?..
y other ppl's parents can still finish their hse work perfectly..
even tho they got work to do..
while my parents cant?..
i already tried my best to do my part..
i even helped when they didnt do their part..
y r u still complainin about me?..
my mom doesnt believe tat i really haf a lot of assignments to do..
until she heard from my aunt..
tat her daughter too haf alot of assignments to do.. ==t
they willl never understand how i feel..
and they don care..
bcoz..
im not "son"..
dam it!!!
儿子又怎样..
大完咩？！
妈的！！！
弟弟不尊敬我..
那都是他们一手造成的..
我有多心痛？
他们都不会懂..
我到低是不是多余的那一个??
我不会让他们操心..
我只想要他们关心..
很难吗？

我没想象中那么坚强...
索性死掉算了..
反正少一个不少..
真无奈... T_T

sleepie day~ T_T

today..
i very sleepy..
wanna do visual diary..
but..
no energy to do it..
the works are freakin much to do now lor..
stack till...
i dunno whr to start d.. =="
i huo gai de la.. =x
haiz..
hope lata i will do at least a bit lar.. T_T
if not..
really mati kiao kiao lo.. =s
i keep wan to sleep sleep sleep...
and sleep oni o..
lazy me ba?..
i noe i noe..
aik.. =________=

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today hor..
after laz claz ended ma go home luu..
mana tau..
still raining out there..
zZz..
den me, jc & cw palnned to "chong!" to get into the car..
lolz..
so fun..
long time din go under the rain le..
hehe..
luv rainy day~
hoHOho.. xD


~* eNd *~

once again?..

once again..
rushed out an assignment.. =="
i forgot to bring a material to skool..
stupid!!
grrr..
our workin journal still not done yet..
even though it's nearly 11.30am jor..
我的手斗到不像样.. @_@
but luckily v done it juz in time..
lolz.. =x
while presentation part..
tanx to kok yen!!
he explained all the slides..
haha..
while me n others stand there like a "vase" nia.. =s
zZz..
felt so helpless..
anyway..
after the presentation ended..
i felt so relieved..
phew~~ =D
tanx they all for the success too~ ^^
hehe..
"shi zai xin ku ta men le.." =x

and hor..
i heard voon hong said tat..
economics no nid to wear formally for presentation..
tat means..
i still haf to wear high heels once more for tis sem nia..
whee~!!!
not fun wearing heels lor..
it's damn painful.. =x
lolz..
i wouldnt wear it..
if it's not for the formal presentation.. =="
bla bla bla.. =þ
whee~

~* eNd *~