这个世上不会因为你不吊人
>>别人就不会吊你
也不会因为你从不怪罪别人
>>别人就不会怪罪于你
只是自己习惯了往肚里吞一切
别人也习惯了当你没感觉
*、*、*、*、*、*
突然很想发泄
可是又不想把负面的情绪带给别人
突然想起这里是个好地方
曾经属于我抒发情感的地方
没有人会尝试了解一个人
为什么要那么努力把一切调好
没有人会理解那种被人当做坏人的感受
没有人会理解你到底有多努力
因为一切你都自己默默默默承受
说出来
还是一样不会被理解吧~
教了大家合作的方式…也没用
因为自己的话从来都被大家当做耳边风
一切的一切只能靠自己
但是这种「累」
又有谁会理解？？？
Tuesday, October 9, 2018
Sunday, May 5, 2013
5 / 5 - 13 th
如往常般.. 一想东西~ 就会一连串想很多很多很多.. haiz..
你.. 不也一样没履行带+陪我去登记的任务吗?
你们 两个她.. 性格+ 脾气+ 态度+ 语气+ 心态+ ∞ 都很相像.. 所以每次无论妳们怎样互相数落对方.. 情况都不会变好..
我, 这个多余的奢侈品.. 总是让自己不知该如何是好..
靠近的事情嘛..
她, 是乎有点记性不好了.. 听觉好像也不太准..
每次我听到的.. 若在她面前说给别人听.. 或 说着的时候被她听见.. 她都会对着我说.. "没有!我没有讲过啰.. ! " 10次内.. 9次都是酱.. 不知道.. 到底有问题的.. 会不会是我自己? 为什么她从来都没想过/ 问过我 whether 我的耳朵像小他那样听不清楚呢? 要不要看医生?.. etc...
我好好地对她说的东西.. 10 次9.9次都会变成不好的东西.. 原因? 我也不知道..
她常说.. 别取笑小他.. 要多帮小他.. 多鼓励小他.. 因为 ∞ 理由sss ...
那为什么当初我还不习惯驾车的时候.. 没人替我着想呢? 还一直一直地责怪我没去登记.. 说这说那的.. 说我的人.. 你.. 不也一样没履行带+陪我去登记的任务吗?
你们 两个她.. 性格+ 脾气+ 态度+ 语气+ 心态+ ∞ 都很相像.. 所以每次无论妳们怎样互相数落对方.. 情况都不会变好..
我, 这个多余的奢侈品.. 总是让自己不知该如何是好..
全部人都没有耐心听我说话.. 所听取的..
只有部分的20% 而已吧??
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
习惯
有些习惯，是与生俱来的。。
有些习惯，是渐渐养成的。。
有些习惯，不知是好或坏。。
有些习惯，让我不记得到底是自己的还是别人的。。
但。。 这些始终都成了自己的习惯。。
习惯。。 到底好不好呢？有好，也有坏的时候。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，连过马路都不用看。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，不怕东西吃不完。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，有人载上载下。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，可以说不出理由地哭。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，你玩你的游戏；我看我的戏～
习惯有你在身边的时候，可以偶尔打架～
习惯有你在身边的时候，把你气到发神经～
习惯有你在身边的时候，不觉得那么害怕。。
。。。。
在一间习惯的家。。 却没有习惯的安全感。。 又有谁能够想象？
犹如住在火山边缘。。 时而平静；时而爆发。。
就算正常的人。。也会某天变不正常去吧？
到底该不该远离火山呢? ( >?< )
远离的话，又该到多远去呢？。。。。。。
有些习惯，是渐渐养成的。。
有些习惯，不知是好或坏。。
有些习惯，让我不记得到底是自己的还是别人的。。
但。。 这些始终都成了自己的习惯。。
习惯。。 到底好不好呢？有好，也有坏的时候。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，连过马路都不用看。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，不怕东西吃不完。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，有人载上载下。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，可以说不出理由地哭。。
习惯有你在身边的时候，你玩你的游戏；我看我的戏～
习惯有你在身边的时候，可以偶尔打架～
习惯有你在身边的时候，把你气到发神经～
习惯有你在身边的时候，不觉得那么害怕。。
。。。。
在一间习惯的家。。 却没有习惯的安全感。。 又有谁能够想象？
犹如住在火山边缘。。 时而平静；时而爆发。。
就算正常的人。。也会某天变不正常去吧？
到底该不该远离火山呢? ( >?< )
远离的话，又该到多远去呢？。。。。。。
Thursday, August 30, 2012
problem? solved? yes. no.
it's been a long long longggg time didnt write here..
hmm.. recently have lotz of random thoughts in my head.. n it really caused me major headache like all the time.. sometimes, i know what im thinking abt.. sometimes, i don't! it is very very frustrating! = =
most headache that i got is from the problem of being jobless.. eek..
well.. i wanted a vacation or sth for a mth but nth really came out .. just bcz i planned to have a vacation tat's y it wouldnt happen gua.. no matter what i planned.. it will just failed to be accomplished!
b4 u work.. "don't be silly, u have no money n not even started to earn money.. how r u goin to enjoy? "
after u work.. "don't be silly, whr can u find such holidays for urself? u are nt the boss~ don even think abt a week of holidays......."
arghh...
and think about this, even when u know what u want, or probably what u wanna study.. without a stable job.. how r u going to achieve that?
a job that u want/like/interested, might be a dam low income job..
a job that u need/not related to what u study, might be a dam high pay job..
so.. tell me.. how a normal human will make a decision on this?
when u go for low income job.. u wouldnt be able to afford urself to further study some more..
when u go for the high income job.. after u work for long term.. im afraid that i wouldnt want to study anymoreee.... !!
besides this.. i don wanna trouble anyone to bring me to work.. when i need to work at far far place.. i need to travel long long hours.. by public transports.. n not to mention that.. buses .. usually are not on time one.. it is a big disaster ok? another solution? stay outside.. well.. im not allowed to do so.. and the rental is so fcuking high ok?! i even heard.. a store room size that u can oni sleep n hardly move more in thr.. cost arnd RM5xx++ ok?! siao ar?! like that no need to work.. just rent room to other ppl oso can become a rich person ad.. = =
the BEST solution for me .. i think is to work for the job that i need first ... for now.
i have the best (considered the most suitable) work place, place to stay, income... etc in my mind already.. hope that i can get it like ASAP. work arnd 3 yrs.. den oni go for other things~ 8 )
when i have a job.. i will feel calmer.. n less tension.. however.. still depends on what job is that..eek..~
hmm.. recently have lotz of random thoughts in my head.. n it really caused me major headache like all the time.. sometimes, i know what im thinking abt.. sometimes, i don't! it is very very frustrating! = =
most headache that i got is from the problem of being jobless.. eek..
well.. i wanted a vacation or sth for a mth but nth really came out .. just bcz i planned to have a vacation tat's y it wouldnt happen gua.. no matter what i planned.. it will just failed to be accomplished!
b4 u work.. "don't be silly, u have no money n not even started to earn money.. how r u goin to enjoy? "
after u work.. "don't be silly, whr can u find such holidays for urself? u are nt the boss~ don even think abt a week of holidays......."
arghh...
and think about this, even when u know what u want, or probably what u wanna study.. without a stable job.. how r u going to achieve that?
a job that u want/like/interested, might be a dam low income job..
a job that u need/not related to what u study, might be a dam high pay job..
so.. tell me.. how a normal human will make a decision on this?
when u go for low income job.. u wouldnt be able to afford urself to further study some more..
when u go for the high income job.. after u work for long term.. im afraid that i wouldnt want to study anymoreee.... !!
besides this.. i don wanna trouble anyone to bring me to work.. when i need to work at far far place.. i need to travel long long hours.. by public transports.. n not to mention that.. buses .. usually are not on time one.. it is a big disaster ok? another solution? stay outside.. well.. im not allowed to do so.. and the rental is so fcuking high ok?! i even heard.. a store room size that u can oni sleep n hardly move more in thr.. cost arnd RM5xx++ ok?! siao ar?! like that no need to work.. just rent room to other ppl oso can become a rich person ad.. = =
the BEST solution for me .. i think is to work for the job that i need first ... for now.
i have the best (considered the most suitable) work place, place to stay, income... etc in my mind already.. hope that i can get it like ASAP. work arnd 3 yrs.. den oni go for other things~ 8 )
when i have a job.. i will feel calmer.. n less tension.. however.. still depends on what job is that..eek..~
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
IDK
总是不知道自己为什么会无端端 哭..
真的说不出任何原因..
也许是累了 想有个依靠安慰/安抚一下自己..
偏偏却又遇上不知情的木头.. >?<
乱七八糟、胡乱一通的一个星期终于过去了..
希望今天起.. 一切顺利点~~ ~
有时 担心太多 也无济于事.. 只会把自己卷入不必要的烦恼中..
可是当有些东西没说出来.. 日子久了.. 就会形成不知何来的压力..
就算要说.. 我也不记得是什么了.. = =
就这样咯......... lolx.. >?<
wanna tell u alot of things.. wanna share wid u alot of things.. but v don haf much of the common time..
im afraid that one day.. i will left out watever thing that u shld have known but i didnt get to tell u..
im even more afraid that u will tell me that.. that's NOYB.. while i tell u excitedly or emo-ly like an idiot..
zZz... haiz..
when v both are also working.. will things get worst?
don tell me im thinking too much..
im afraid that i couldnt get use to it later..
tat's y i wanted to make myself get use to bz days first..
den only i can have chance/time to get use to other stuff.. >?<
idk idk idk la.... =_____=
*~ eNd ~*
真的说不出任何原因..
也许是累了 想有个依靠安慰/安抚一下自己..
偏偏却又遇上不知情的木头.. >?<
乱七八糟、胡乱一通的一个星期终于过去了..
希望今天起.. 一切顺利点~~ ~
有时 担心太多 也无济于事.. 只会把自己卷入不必要的烦恼中..
可是当有些东西没说出来.. 日子久了.. 就会形成不知何来的压力..
就算要说.. 我也不记得是什么了.. = =
就这样咯......... lolx.. >?<
wanna tell u alot of things.. wanna share wid u alot of things.. but v don haf much of the common time..
im afraid that one day.. i will left out watever thing that u shld have known but i didnt get to tell u..
im even more afraid that u will tell me that.. that's NOYB.. while i tell u excitedly or emo-ly like an idiot..
zZz... haiz..
when v both are also working.. will things get worst?
don tell me im thinking too much..
im afraid that i couldnt get use to it later..
tat's y i wanted to make myself get use to bz days first..
den only i can have chance/time to get use to other stuff.. >?<
idk idk idk la.... =_____=
*~ eNd ~*
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